Wednesday, August 15
10:01 pm
i m feelin so low again...ha..mayb i m goin through depression nw ba...but i dun look like one!!!suddenly i become the jess long long time ago i met...the one which read sad story or listen to sad song...surely will cry de!!!i love dreams tis song..even through i dun understand the lyrics but the music juz make mi feel so sad...i hate the old jess as she is not strong enough..but she love herself more than anyone love her!!of coz nw i still love myself...i wanted to study hard as i dun wanna get the lousy result n stay with mi the whole life..ha..i felt tat i m being emo..IF I M WAKE MI UP BA...at least i dun cut myself...plannin to go japan on my 21st b'day...16/6/2011but i tink i will fly to taiwan tis yr end or startin of next yr..no one can stop mi..as i follow my own idea!!!i hav a really bad temper..no dobut..haha..i noe myself..i love a lot of things..n spend a lot of money..note:i did not argue with my family..they will let mi do whatever i wan..tis is the most impt thing!!i hav my own freedom!!i love it..no one can control my freedom..not anyone not my parents..no one hav the right too!!nw i can onli do my art every day until the day which i really had to stop!!...i paint my black board today..which i really love it..tis is my first time paintin on the black board...all thx to the 'N' level...i gain experience..i can do anythings i like..tml is my english oral liao...tis is my first time..really complete readin the whole newspaper on my own//a good start jess..at first i create tis blog becoz i wanted a space which no one will read it..n i can post all my feelin freely...my hate n juz everything!!!nw i tink i can do it..as i tink no one is viewin my blog..3 cheers to rabbit n jess!!YEAH~~~I TINK TIS IS THE LONGEST POST I EVER POST!!HAi m goin to hug my bunny tonite..sure..i miss my bunny...sob sob**(-...-)kk....goin to end tis post..i tink i naggin too long...ha..tata^^
Let it out,